You say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one.

if you dont find someone your “type”, dont call them ugly. saying that makes you ugly. just because someone is unattractive to you, it doesn’t mean everyone else thinks so too. i think everyone is beautiful in their own way, inside and out. so next time if you dont find someone attractive, just say they arent your cup of tea.”anyways, you shouldnt be calling anyone ugly, especially if you’re just judging on looks.

i just ate a shitload of curry and about triple the normal amount of rice i usually eat.

so spicy omg i think i’m going to have a heart attack.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

not to mention i have 3 tests tomorrow and a huge religion project due. WHEN IS WINTER BREAK?!?

what is Judaism’s meaning in suffering? what allusions does the Diary of Anne Frank have that relates back to Judaism? fuck man i still have 3 essays to write and those are two of the topics. im stuck!

this is the biggest project of the year and i cant screw up! not to mention i have a D in the class. win/lose situation right here.

anyone want to help me out here? no?

ok then…

i hate when i get a big pimple on my nose.

and i have to go to school the next day.

that shit makes me look like rudolph.

: (

i haven’t eaten with a big family for 7 years and i dont remember the last time i ate turkey. we eat chicken, dats wssup. nevertheless, thanksgiving is still special because i get to spend the night eating with my parents and i realize how special they are to me. even if we dont talk that much at the table but at least my dad and i are trying to not yell at each other.

i’m thankful for my parents, obviously.

no matter how many times we fight, we still forgive each other… sorta. they put up with a lot of crap, give me food and shelter, and love me unconditionally. although we dont always like each other, we’ll always love each other. if you know what i mean. occasionally i have these dreams (i had one last night) and its usually the same scenario. there’s some natural disaster and i end up losing something special to me, like my parents. i wake up in tears and i realize how much i love them no matter how much we argue everyday. they support me, well mostly my mom does, but thats not the point lol, although they can be strict at times, i’m glad they aren’t as uptight and crazy as some asian parents. i dont know what i would do without them.

i’m thankful for my best friend, natalie tran.

this crazy ass hoe is always down to do anything and always manages to cheer me up. i love how she can photoshop anyone’s face to look nice or like shit. i love it when we have our moments when we laugh nonstop. this girl tried to push the red button next to the escalator to stop it and when she lifted the glass case the alarm rang throughout the whole underground parking lot. i swear we laughed for the longest time and your mom thought we were crazy. we would talk about throwing cans of beans to the people we dont like and a whole bunch of crazy shit. i love how much closer we got these past years and how i always tease you about _____ lol. ok i’m going to end this before she kills me.

i’m thankful for everyone else in my life.

although you may not know it, each of you have made an impact on my life. i love joking around with the people on my xc team and being stupid with my friends during class. i’m even thankful for the people who made my life suck at times because you gave me confidence and i cant put up with a lot of bullshit that other people give me. i’m thankful for the people who make a difference in this world, no matter how big or small. i’m thankful for the people who go out of their way just to help others. i’m just thankful for all the people who have a good heart or try to be a good person. if you’re reading this, im probably thankful for you too! i’m even thankful for spiders and all those creepy crawlers. maybe not.

thesolodolo:

I AM! >:O

when butterflies fall in love, do they feel people in their stomach?

• dumbass teacher wont reply back to my email so i cant do one part of my project.
• forgot my damn religion book at school so i cant do my other part. i have three damn tenets to do and my other group members aren’t willing to let me borrow their books
• i work slow so i know i wont be able to finish everything
• i have a shitload of other schoolwork
• i havent ran for the past month so im going to die during practice and my coach is going to think im just lazy
• i have a huge headache
• im never going to get this religion project done
• this granola bar tastes like shit

pretty much all the things that are running through my mind.

yeah

thesolodolo:

FUCKYEAH METALLICA

kevinisafreak:

LOL

-nicolelyn:

You’re gonna get us in trouble!

that looks mighty tasty. i wanna try some brixx! LOL

hehe its good! it has a weird interesting flavor but its prreeetttyyy tasty! you should try some, it’ll make you shit brixx? IDK LMAO ok wow that was lame. i have no idea where my mom bought these though… probably some asian supermarket lol.

check yourself before you wreck yourself.

by watching harry potter!

FUCK YEAHH!

since i havent done this in a while and i have nothing better to do. ( :

it started off really sucky since i only got about 4 hours of sleep last night because i stayed up doing my religion notes that i used today during the test WHICH i failed because the questions were whack and the stuff probably wasnt even mentioned in the book. so yeah i practically failed the test and its going to bring my grade down. my grade is a 66% and it’s low enough as it is but im probably going to go down a lot. i barely got it up 2% because i got full credit on an assignment… LOL how pathetic. then my dad said i couldn’t go to SG’s winter formal which i was really looking towards too because of the buffet and UNLIMITED DRINKS OH YEAH. 

the day slowly got better, i got a B on my math quiz and also a B on my chem quiz. which means my chem grade will go up, hopefully because currently its a C. how sad. then afterschool we took team pictures and that was pretty fun. i hung out after for a little bit AND OMG I WAS SPAZZING because J was at the stairs while i was there and omg he is such a cutie and freaking hilarious ;______; trying not to get my hopes up but i think he was looking at me LOL at myself this is just plain sad. then i went with rebecca and marjorie to mcdonalds and got a strawberry milkshake that i’ve been craving for the longest time. i swear marjorie and rebecca are the cutest freshman twins ever! their laughs are so adorable. anyways we walked back and they went to the homecoming game. our theme is light up the grecian sky which i find a bit boring probably because that wasSG’s theme for their sadie hawkins dance last year, i think.

yup pretty much sums up my day. now i’m just waiting for BARBEQUE RIBS HEHEHE im such a fatass. but whatever, i get two weeks off anyways. 

and GOODLUCK TO THE XC VARSITY GIRLS they have CIF tomorrow ( :

ok bye

well i was going to sleep early tonight… but i guess not.

i’m fucking tired and staying up past 12 makes me feel gross. idk why. i wonder how im going to survive on four hours of sleep later.

at least its friday

people who are saying “make a wish its 11/11!!!!!” need to gtfo.

do you still think that you are going to get things done by wishing on 11/11? if you want something be happen, you get off your lazy ass and make it come true.

if you’re happy that today is veteran’s day because you get a school day off, you deserve a slap in the face.

how about being thankful for those who died for the better of our country? and not being thankful today just because it’s veteran’s day, but being thankful everyday.

don’t say that no one cares about this day because a lot of people do. if you’re going to talk like that, i’d like to see you get your ass out there and fight to preserve our freedom, to be so selfless and full of honor as those who are fighting or have died for us.

i don’t know why you feel the need to put your two cents into everything that i say. do you think it’s funny? because its not, its just plain rude. if you’re trying to strike up a conversation then you’re not very good at it. if you want to talk, maybe you should try being nice for once. there’s a fine line between joking around and being a total jackass. not everything is just fun and games, could you learn to be serious sometimes? maybe you just have really bad timing, idk. but if im ignoring you, then obviously that means i dont want to talk to you. don’t start making even more dumb comments or going “what the fuck is wrong with you?” i feel so crowded sometimes because you’re always up in my face saying this and that, it would help if you learned how to give some space.

damn shit is so confusing. i try figuring out why we go forward/backward on hour, i get it, then i dont get it. i dont really care i just change the time when my parents tell me too.

i always thought the time changed at midnight, but today it changed at noon. so when i woke up at 9 to go to tutoring, i was confused as hell because i wasnt sure what time it was. my tutor’s clock said 10 but the clocks in my house said 9 so idk. she didnt say anything about me being late so its all gooood.

so crazy man.i dont even know if today is saturday or sunday since i cant rely on my parents or my phone to tell me the correct time and date. lol im in the twilight zone. jk

i dont even know.

i swear, you are the most unreasonable person i’ve ever fucking met. i’m trying to meet the deadline to turn in my essay and you’re telling me to drink soup. i missed the deadline because you’re too cheap to let me get a new computer and this piece of shit is lagging like a bitch. WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME TO DRINK SOUP GOOD LORD. are my grades not more important? you yell at me about how i have a D in the class WELL NOW YOU KNOW WHY. how do you think a person is supposed to concentrate on schoolwork with you nagging and telling me to DRINK FUCKING SOUP. gaddamn i can drink soup later. don’t complain how you took three hours to make it because obviously it didnt. if it takes that long, then dont make it! geez this is why its so hard for me and mom to care for you, because you nag too much and think that you’re always right. i wonder how we even dealt with you all these years. go suck a dick.

i hate when this one girl at my school wants something i have because she thinks its so “cool” or “in”. then she’ll go “omg whered you get it??!?!?!? can you get me one!??! PLEASE PUHLEAZEEEEEEE?!?!” good lord you are so annoying. then you go around saying that people are biting your style and shit when you’re doing the same exact thing. sometimes i just want to punch you in the face.

cool story bro.

ijustdontknowhow:

Why is it so easy to communicate with others but so difficult to communicate with the person I like ,. It makes no sense :/

kevinisafreak:

i can’t believe two days before freakin league finals i get my damn period. maybe this is why i’ve been pms-ing so much lately. ugh i’m going to punch someone, my cramps are really bad and i’m eating a whole shitload of chocolate so i’m going to breakout so much tomorrow. i always eat ice cream, thinking that i wont get my period til next week and then it ends up coming the day after i eat a whole bowl of ice cream. -____-

lol i told my coach today that i had my period and he was like “WOAH uhhhh next time you can tell me you have lady problems and i-i-i’ll understand!”

then i have an essay due tomorrow and i need my book but i forgot it in the locker and my teacher is collecting it tomorrow too. gaddammit today is one of those days where i wish i just stayed in bed.