You say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one.

• we went parking garage…. hopping? lol because we are so asian. they have several parking garages conveniently located around the shops. first hour and thirty minutes are free and after that, you pay whatever they charge per hour. so after the hour and thirty minutes, my mom would go get the car and park at a different garage closest to the store that i’m in. LOLLL but then we used the money that we saved from that to give it to a man who was sitting in a wheelchair next to his German shepherd. i have to say, that was the cutest dog, even though it was huge. i liked how the dog’s tail wagged when we put the money into the cup his owner was holding. pretty cool. ^_____^
• we ate at cheesecake factory! our waiter was super friendly and we ordered buffalo wings, pasta da vinci, and a slice of vanilla bean cheesecake. it was all so DELICIOUS! even my mom said the pasta was deelish! and that’s really saying something, since my parents seem like they always criticize food from restaurants. i saved some pasta so i could eat it for lunch tomorrow to give me energy for practice! hehehe
• when we were leaving a parking garage, a lady accidentally drove in where it said “exit only”. As we drove past her, we told her she went the wrong way and she covered her mouth and went “OH MY GOSHH” and laughed. haha it was so cute! idk what happened when she drove all the way in though.
• Pasadena’s streets were pretty hard to navigate through, since my mom wasnt used to going there all the time. i had to yell out “GO!” several times to get her attention because she was too busy trying to tell whether or not we were allowed to turn in a street or not. pretty funny but we almost crashed a few times so… not really.

i had a pretty good day even though we left the house a bit late, my mom rolled up the window when i was getting in the car so it smashed my finger, and a few other minor setbacks. but i can’t wait til the next monday when i don’t have school so i could spend more quality time with my mom! ( :

that’s the biggest problem right now, obviously because of our economic problems. it’s the root of all evil. fighting is inevitable when you have too little money and often people are unhappy even though they have all the money in the world. but who am i to judge right?

my neighbors are fighting, once again, and this time in English so i understand. one lady is yelling about how she “paid the mortgage ….. what the hell are you going to do to me..kick me out….” something along those lines. i know it’s none of my business, but apparently, they are having financial problems, says my parents. my family has financial issues too but every time i hear them fight, i feel horrible, thinking of so many other families that fight just because of money and some families even end up breaking apart because of it. then i think of those who risk their lives, go to desperate measures just to make ends meet so they could feed their children. then i think of those who have all the money they ever wanted and yet, they are still unhappy because money doesn’t bring them the happiness that they wanted.

i think some people do realize that money isn’t what makes you happy, you’re happy when you spend time with the ones you loved or you do what your heart desires. on the other hand, some people can’t have a moments rest until they know that they have enough money to support themselves or their family. i mean, how can you be happy if your children are starving?

i’ve concluded (and i may be wrong) that the problems that we have with money will never cease. it’s like the circle of life and death, a never ending cycle. we can do something about it, but no one has enough money to help those in need of money. i’m not saying it can’t happen, it’s difficult to be able to feed every hungry stomach in the world, but there are people who do such miraculous things. we’re humans, our technology has advanced so quickly over these couple years, and maybe one day we’ll figure out how to solve this money problem so that people can feed their family etc. but for now, money is a never ending cycle, just another problem we have in this world.

obsessionjason:

(via kelvinween, kelvinween)

i need to study my ass off for tomorrow’s chem benchmark. i failed the final, just like i thought i would, and now i’m at a 78%. everyone tells me the teacher curves because she want the class average to be good but i’m not taking any chances since i can’t get that A for math and i have a C in english. ugh fuck MK why is everyone so smart.

i dont know why but whenever people talk about disney classics(i’m talking about the princess movies here) and the find out that i havent watched all of them, they are shocked. i watched pocahontas and mulan but in chinese. LOL my dad rented a few of them for me to watch when i was younger before but it was so long ago, i only know the basic storyline of the princess movies ya know?

that’s something i want to do one day, i want to buy all the disney classics and watch them all ^____^ i guess you can say it was a big part of my childhood because those were the only movies i knew about(i think). and i LOVED(and still love) beauty and the beast! i looked up to Belle and i think i was her for Halloween back in elementary school too! it’s funny because i never watched the movie (until right now) but it was my favorite one!

it’s kind of silly, saying that one of my main goals would be to buy all the princess movies and watch them from time to time. it’s something that bring me back to my childhood. like a souvenir from the past, you could say. but that’s something i want to do. it’s just that there’s something about them that makes me happy after i watch them. that’s the magic of Disney! not to mention, i also loved how the characters would break into songs that were so catchy! haha yeah.

Powerschool was my website. I feel you girl. I’m sure you’re grade wont drop. :)

haha thanks :’) i’m hope not. i just can’t help but refresh the page every couple minutes even though there is a low chance it will be updated tonight. so intense though!

omg i have a 89.18% in fucking math. if my final drops that grade ima fucking kill myself. i need this A in order to bring up my GPA cuz i have a fucking C in english. lol why do i even have a C in english

powerschool is now the website i check the most. this is so sad.

maybe it’s because i’m stressing or i’m about to get my period idk but i’m just so angry right now. i’m tired of being too nice. when someone asks me to do something, i want to say NO but sometimes i can’t. and i know i shouldnt be blaming this on other people too because this is also my fault for helping but the favors that people are asking me to do are more than “helping.” if it’s a one time thing, when fine but if it becomes a routine, then fuck off. i’m tired of people asking me for rides when they want to hang out. then when i want to go somewhere, my parents will be the ones giving the rides too. UHH….. it would be nice if someone else could get a ride once in a damn while. do you know how fucking expensive gas is? oh and that’s another thing. i’m sick and tired of people thinking that i have trees in my backyard that growing fucking money. my dad barely earns 10$ a day in tips working at a restaurant so my mom’s job is the one that’s barely holding us up. so don’t expect me to buy you a 100$ jacket for you or something just because it’s fucking CHRISTMAS or WHATEVER. and don’t say that i’m being a selfish bitch just because i don’t buy you a fucking expensive gift. I’M NOT YOUR MOTHER. I DON’T LIVE IN FREAKIN SAN MARINO WITH A NICE ASS HOUSE. i’m sick and tired of people just EXPECTING things. if i do something nice, don’t think i’m always willing to help you out with everything. I HAVE PROBLEMS OF MY OWN AND NO ONE IS HELPING ME )’:

i cleaned out my folder because i had to put my english portfolio together and ended up taking out papers i didn;t need and putting them somewhere. i lost my paper that had all the information i got when i interviewed Ms. Phillips for my article.

ughhh. i don’t even know what to tell my editor. i got permission from my teacher to turn in my rough draft of the article late because Ms. Phillips was busy so it’s kinda weird if yeah. i dont even know.

i need a good excuse to tell my editor. i don’t like talking to her because she has no facial expression WHATSOEVER. and i’m serious. it’s so creepy and intimidating that it’s not even funny.

and i didn’t even finish my essay that’s due in 2 hours.

kelvinween:

420pm:

TIME TO BUST OUT THE BAU CUA CA COP

YES, THIS.

oh my god i don’t even remember the last time i played this. ):

someone just kill me.

every single door in my house is LOCKED. my parents and i just heard 5 gunshots that sounded like they came from my neighbor’s house.

my dad called the cops and he went outside.

so the house next door is split in two, so it’s like two apartments. there’s a gap in between but there’s a wooden gate that connects the first and second. the gap is also the second apartment’s front door.

turns out that someone went to where the wooden gate was and shot through it 5 times. so i’m guessing they wanted to shoot or just threaten the people in the back apartment. now cops are searching everything.

i dont even want to look outside.

holy crap i am now scared for my life. this is the second time that something has happened since we’ve moved here. at least no one got hurt, at least i don’t think so.

is it really worth it? moving here just to go to a better school but risking the safety of our family?

it’s been a little over a year, and these things are happening.

…………. IS THIS WHY THE PREVIOUS OWNERS MOVED OUT?! ;________;

Lost your pen=no pen
No pen=no notes
Nonotes=no study
No study=Fail
Fail=no diploma
No diploma=no work
no work=no money
no money=no food
no food=you get skinny
you get skinny=then you get ugly
Ugly=no love
no love=no marriage
no marriage=no children
no children= alone
alone=depression
depression=sickness
sickness=death

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen, you will die.

misssteffy:

why is it that when you’re desperate for help, you come running to me but when i need a small favor, you just ignore me.

mhmm, yeah, next time you want something, don’t even think about asking me.

bitch.

-bromosexual:

roses are red,

violets are blue,

yes friend requests are nice,

but shit nigga who the fuck are you

Renee cool. ;) aww Justin xP My favorite one is Chris♥ Same as you I was also an NLT fan, but I was more a Menudo one lol… ^^ so Jose & Chris ♥ :) Where are you from?

aww, that’s awesome! i live in California, LA area ^____^ what about you? it’s kinda good because when the boys come over to Cali, i secretly hope that i bump into them. LOL x)

i hate when i’m typing something and i think too fast so i end up missing a word or i accidentally add a word.

it just happened to me right now. LOL -________-

go do some crazy shit. it’s the day where you get to do whatever the fuck you want! i pretty much wrote the other stuff on your fb wall so yeah. haha

love you lots ♥

i think i’m going to get butt raped by my chem final in two weeks.

i don’t even understand my teacher because she has such a heavy Russian accent and she doesn’t bother giving us a study guide because she’s testing us on “only the basic stuff.” there’s no way i’m going to allow myself to cheat either.

i think i need a tutor. ) :

lol yep yep… I’m sure our conversations are gonna be hella crazzyy! :P Those boysss….awwww ♥ which one is your fav? & btw. im Jess xP

I’m Renee! nice to meet you! i’m sorry, i think i just got too excited over One Call that i forgot to introduce myself. i love all of them, but if i had to choose… it would be Justin. i guess its because I really liked him way back when he was in NLT and that’s also how i found out about One Call and started listening to them. he’s so cute too o m g. haha who’s your favorite? :)