April 2011
March 2011
It isn't even funny anymore.
it better be an April Fool's joke.
Jose and AG’s “goodbyes” are WAY too similar. oh man, they had us all fooled. once they tell us the truth (that hopefully its a joke) we’ll leave them love them so much more.
man those boys are clever!
they were probably looking at all those tweets, comments, and posts, and laughing their asses off.
you guys are so funny BUT i hope you guys know, KARMA’S A TRIP.
One Call
so it’s true, he really is leaving. : ( this straight up sucks. it’s going to be so different without Jose! i mean One Call isn’t One Call without all four of them. i overreacted for the first couple minutes after i heard the news, but after that was over, i realized that all we can do is just be happy for them. it was Jose’s decision and if it makes him happy, so be it. it would be pretty selfish of us to be upset at him for leaving, especially since they’re so kind to us and all. that guy needs to chase his dreams and we can’t restrict him from doing so, obviously.
it won’t be the same, but i say we give him our full support! i bet he’ll strive at whatever he’s doing to do next. as for One Call, i still hope they stay together. God forbid that they’ll break up because i (and everyone else) will be PISSED. (especially since they didn’t release their CD yet and it sorta reminds me of what happened to NLT)
it seems so surreal and everything is happening so fast but i’m positive that whatever they decide to do with their career, we will always end up giving them our full support and respecting their decision. we’ll always love them.
JOSE BORDONADA IS LEAVING ONE CALL. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING.
i feel like a zombie. i’m so tired! ugh, i just finished 2 hours of tutoring to help me prepare for my math test this friday. i need that A… especially since my teacher didn’t give me an A last semester when i had a 89.6% -_____- and it’s so hard to get into UCSD now because people who have extracurricular activities and a 3.7 GPA didn’t make it in.
but that’s besides the point. haha guess i’m going to try and finish or start actually, my school work and hopefully squeeze in some sleep. holding off all calls, texts, messages, and stuff. no internet! i must concentrate. haha goodnight lovelies. xoxo
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absolutely ridiculous.
you never learned how to teach me to things in moderation. don’t complain how i’ll eat a whole bunch of food one week and nothing the rest. you never let me eat anything besides rice, vegetables, fruit, soup and more rice when i was younger. and you were wondering how i was underweight when i was a kid. because you forced me to eat vegetables and fruits 24/7 and never let me even see a piece of candy or cookie. the meat that you cooked was flavorless. it sucks, especially when you’re hungry.i was deprived, i felt like you guys did this deliberately, so i could’nt eat what the other kids could eat.
so i rebelled when i was in middle school. i would eat junk food everyday and soon i go sick of it. but for some reason, i felt good because for once, i was able to eat something with flavor, i felt like a regular kid.
so now i occasionally eat junk food and i even ask you guys when we go to the grocery store. my intake of candy,cookies,chips have lowered because i’m trying to stay healthy for track. and yet you two yell about how i’m at 7 eleven buying food everyday. are you fucking serious? i have practice, homework, tests to study for every. single. day. i am even driven home from school in the evenings, how in the world would i get to 7 eleven? you think i’m wasting my money buying that food when i’m not. you have no idea how hard i’m trying to save up every single penny because of how fucking expensive the classes i’m taking in the summer are.
i never win. never in this family. i don’t even have an opinion in this house. no matter how hard i look you in the eye and tell you the truth, you take it that i lied. why do i bother telling the truth then? maybe i should just lie everyday to you guys, since that’s all you expect me to do.
who do you think you are?
you act as i have to succumb to you, that you have power over every single thing that i do.
but you’re wrong. in fact, you’re going to be sorry that you slapped me around for so long.
you are going to be sorry that you ever treated me like this.
but by the time you realize it, it’ll be too late, you will no longer be superior to me, you will not have a single say in my decisions.
“Pain comes in all forms. In the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, & the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there’s the kind of pain that you just can’t ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. It makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we are hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. We ride it out, embrace it, ignore it, run from it, but really, the best way to manage the pain is to just go on with life living with it.”
—(via itskrystel)
one or the other.
what do i do now? now that i know what you really think, am i supposed to back off? or should i tell you? but if i tell you, then there is a chance that we may not be friends anymore. but it kills me if i don’t tell you because then you won’t know that i feel the same way with him. if i tell you, i’ll lose you. if i don’t, i’ll lose him.
it’s a lose-lose situation for me. but in your case, you have everything you ever wanted, even more.
A dream is a wish your heart makes.
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4:12
When your mom or dad wakes you up for school
When they first wake you up:
As soon as they walk out:
When you hear them coming to wake you up for a second time:
“I’m up, I’m up!”
EVERY FUCKING MORNING.
so.. we’ve been long overdue for an earthquake and if it really does hit.. my house is gonna fall down like a gingerbread house. and what if no one’s home? WHO’S GOING TO SAVE MY DOG?!?! : ( and i don’t want to be out without my family….
