April 2011
Lack of post = lack of interesting life
where it feels like it’s the best day that you’ve had in a really long time?
yeah today was that day. everything just felt so perfect!
at this very moment, i love everything. actually it wasn’t that exciting, but something about eating at Souplantation with practically all the track people (meaning the distance and sprinters actually getting along with each other and having a good time) and having a good laugh with the guy i like just gives me that warm happy feeling inside. :’ ) and that it’s my track big sister’s birthday!
wow sounds so corny
but now i have to start homework and it’s already 10:40. time to get down to business if i want to sleep at all tonight…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE MCCARTNEY YOU SEXY MOTHER EFFER WITH A VOICE THAT’S INDESCRIBABLE.
IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY IT’S IT’S IT’S YOUR BIRTHDAY.

wow it’s amazing how me and some others listened/supported to your music since we were about 8 years old to now. lmao anyways,
hope you have an amazing 24. you deserve it!
Jesse i still cant believe you will be 24 tomorrow, i rememebr back in 2004 when i first heard of you, you were the 17 year old blonde haired hearthrobb boy that sang about beautiful souls, and i was only 9 years old and i felt like this was a good change in my life, now here i am the 16 year old sophomore in highschool and different obsessions have past but your the obsession that hasnt ever left me! And now look at you, your the almost 24 year old guy with the short brunette hair singing about a more powerful meaning of love. JMac your such an inspiration to me and many other teenage/adult women out there and we thank you for being the one guy out there to tell us we have a “beautiful soul” when we felt like we were worthless, thank you Jesse for always being loyal to your fans, for being so humble and for being so respectful! Thank you Jesse for making me “believe in myself when no body else could help” Thank you Jesse Arthur McCartney for existing. Love you Jesse till the end of time <3
soooo, all the members except for Jose make their own twitters.
then Kevin and Justin create a tumblr together. (which i’m happy for because you know, its Kevin and Justin! they go way back)
does this mean One Call is disbanded? i dont know, but everything seems pretty fishy. if they all decide to go their seperate ways, i think it would have been better if they just told us instead of us guessing whether Justin and Chris are still in.
uhh Rose by NLT just started playing. IS THIS A SIGN?!?!?!?!
ok bye
most of you followed me because of my Spieling Peter post.
now we can obssess over him together : )
WOOHOOOO <3

but he is just so adorable. and i love how he always stays in character. i swear he has ADD and he never looks at someone straight in the face for more than 5 seconds. (from what i’ve seen)
ugh that smile and those eyes and EVERYTHING.
probably said this a million times, but it’s true, i’m gonna marry him one day. LOL : )
I think a lot of people who don’t understand the hype around this wonderful Peter deserve an explanation. So, I’m going to do my best to give it to them right this moment. You can call this spiel of my own cheesy, or silly, or whatever you will… but it comes from the heart and is entirely serious. I support it 100%!
Why I love Spieling Peter Pan goes beyond the fact that he is attractive, charming, etc. etc. I love Peter because he is doing something really remarkable: He is igniting once more the five year old within myself. So often as you get older and become a college student — and what’s worse, an adult — you forget how to live. You forget how to find joy in the little things. You spend so much of your time interacting with others trying to be an adult, and lose that absolutely beautiful innocence that your child self once contained. Children are honest, apologetic, adventurous, imaginative, and truly believe they can conquer the world. Ask a kindergartener if they can write, draw, sing, paint, or even fly… and they will always give you a resounding yes! They will jump to their feet and show you how, even. Ask a college student? They’ll be modest and focus on the negative. “Sure, I can sing… but not very good.”
Why do we do that? Why?
When did it become wrong to be carefree and adventurous and believe in yourself now and again? How about all the time?
Who decided that being an adult meant we were going to become stuffy and boring and convince ourselves that that was okay?
I’m certainly not hopping on that bandwagon anytime soon. Why? Because I’ve been riding on it for so long. I’m hopping off for awhile instead. I’ve been mature and adult-like since I was a child, but it especially took affect during my early teens. I am still mistaken for being much older than actually am — though I get told I look as youthful as a twelve year old — all the time.
I can’t credit this decision entirely to Spieling Peter, but I can certainly say that he helped. Spieling Peter embodies everything that Peter Pan was for me as a child. His dedication to his character is inspiring. He is dragging my five-year-old, Peter Pan loving-self out of the dust that settled in the corner of my heart and brushing her off. He embodies everything it means to never grow up. Here he is, an adult, interacting with children and acting like a child himself. How beautiful that is! How much courage that takes! That says so much about who Spieling Peter is as a real person. He brings alive the fact that it’s okay to never truly grow up in everyone who meets him. How can you not love someone who does that? How can you not admire them? He’s is breaking the norms. It almost even has nothing to do with the fact that he is a Disney character/working for Disneyland. This is about who he is as a person. He is unafraid to embody all of that wonderful magic of childhood and project it onto others in his daily life. There are a lot of adults who would never even think about being this character. He is a reminder — both in person and via the internet — that it’s okay to be playful and silly. Stop walking around whining about your problems. Stop pretending to enjoy being a stuffy adult. Stop lying to yourself! Just be happy.
But most importantly, no matter how old and sluggish you get, just vow to never grow up!
which means no writing or barely any writing of any sort. and now when i have to rush my assignments, i feel like i’m writing for the first time in my entire life.
my writing looks like chicken scratch!


