You say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one.

i get to know who wins! if you dont wanna know, dont read the next line

but for those who do… JAVIER WINS WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

i knew it hehhehe

now i can do my homework without going crazy and wondering who won

but i kinda wanna watch them announce it….. but i have no time

anyways, congrats to TEAM ADAM! : D so glad they won

but don’t like how it kinda spoils the performances and my expectations from the singers change based on what people said about their last performances. 

UGHHHH i could be watching but i have to study the Civil War

…… 

this is the finale too :’(

and i heard that Adam is looking sexy as usual

i heard the Meg and Blake’s performance was the best

Vicky, Christina and i went to Citadel Outlets. we were in H&M, Vicky and i were going down the escalator and Christina was going up. we saw Christina and yelled out her name and she told us to stay upstairs because she was going up.

long story short: Vicky and i ran up the down escalator (we were halfway down). we didnt even think about it, we just did it LOL

once we got to the top, an employee and customer gave us weird looks… 

because we looked down, we got super dizzy from looking at the lines from the escalator stair thing  while running up.

its not as fun as the way movies show it.

it was funny once the headache went away though.

wasn’t the best experience but hey, first time for everything!

i have friends that i’m close with, but we only talk about things to a certain extent. the most i trust someone is about 80%-85%.

some people think it’s sad, to not have that someone to tell everything and anything to. yes, it would be nice if i had someone like that. but seriously, there are way too many people who use secrets to their advantage. sometimes it’s hard to differentiate real friends and those who are just there. 

the truth is, the only person i can trust is myself and i’ve accepted that fact. i’ve told a small handful of people my deep and dark secrets. but that’s it. i know if i told anyone all my personal experiences, secrets, thoughts, and family stuff, it would be like committing suicide. i would have to trust you with everything in order to tell you. but that’ll never happen, that’s for sure. 

besides, no one would understand.

Joe is having a free show in Nashville….

he should head on over to California and have a show here too. free or not, i would still go.

while people over in Nashville are basking in Joe’s godly-ness, i’m over here doing work and praying he’ll come here soon.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ohnuggets:

and it was fantastic! i thought my teacher was going to be boring and strict but he isn’t! well, he’s strict but he likes to make a lot of lame jokes/references.

he split us into groups and whenever we do work and answer questions correctly, we get points. 

sometimes he like to throw in bonuses by asking us random ass (but also helpful) questions. 

the 2 1/2 hours went by super quick which is good because i hate when classes feel like they drag on forever. i think that’s why there are no clocks in the room, so the students won’t stare at it. haha

but the workload is a lot. but you gotta do what you gotta do. i want that good SAT score so bad.

i just hope my U.S.History teacher is cool too….

if so, then my summer won’t be as bad as i thought it would be : )

oh and i had Souplantation for dinner today… and of course i got ice cream with lots of sprinkles hehehe

now that’s what i call a pretty good day

i’ve watched about 14+ hours worth of Harry Potter movies.

i got yelled at for staring at the computer too long…

but every single minute was worth it :’)

but as you grow older you only remember bits and pieces of it?

yeah i started HP and the sorcerer’s stone and i realized that i dont remember anything that happened in it at all.

i can only remember

• Harry lived under the stairs
• the family went somewhere and Harry made the fat boy fall into the water or something with a snake
• then they go camping and while Harry is sleeping in the cabin, Hagrid takes him to Hogwarts?
• then something about Ron and his brothers go to Harry in a flying car and they help him escape from his room. 
• and Harry has an owl
• and the fat boy is a spoiled brat

this is why i have to re-watch all the movies that i saw when i was younger… or else i get everything mixed up or forgotten.  

but it’s all goooood

when that music starts up…

oh man, that nostalgia 

i always look forward to the day when i get to sit in the dark theaters, the mysterious music grows louder and louder and i get beyond excited to see what happens…

and now there’s only one more chance for that 

once Deathly Hallows Part 2 comes out, my childhood will be practically over

damn, time does past by fast…

today’s my last day of summer :(

tomorrow, hell begins. summer school in the morning, SAT classes in the afternoon, and on Saturdays, SAT diagnostic test and tutoring after…

FUHHHHH :’(